Ponder Wonder

She was with me for almost two years. I didn't mean to let her go just yet. It was for convenience sake. It was only when she was safely with them did I realize I may not want her back so soon. Should I feel guilty?

After all, she served me loyally those months without so much of a complaint or a whimper. Perhaps I should explain it to her, but I probably could make them do it on my behalf. A little half hearted eh? She is a car after all.

The pain of being sick

The worst thing you can do when you have an on set of flu, in my very recent experience, is to go out late night drinking. I think it actually accelerates the speed of virus multiplication. I woke up feeling fine but a little headache-ish, realizing that I forgot to load up on water before going to bed.

Come afternoon, it was a totally different matter. I was sneezing non stop, my eyes are all fogged up and I am even more lethargic than the first day I got the flu. Any worse, I'd have to go to a doctor. Where do you know house a really cute and available doctor? The only one I know hasn't even graduated from med school!

Music and Soul

Someone is giving me my gps phone - so strike that off my wish list. =) I'd really like a compact camera, sleek, has good anti-shake function, slim and has not less than 8MP, yes I do like to want to print really huge prints. =) Or an Ipod Touch. I'd like both please.

There are a number of songs I want on my playlist permanently (for now) and they are:

i though i lost you - miley cyrus and john travolta
christy are you doing okay - the offspring
no surprise - daughtry
i wanna know you - miley cyrus feat david archuletta
love for a child - jason mraz
for one more day - sinead o'connor
fuck you - lily allen

There you go. =)

Serenity, Liberation, Independence

The feeling of liberation is to be free of something, an attachment, a pull, anything that was restraining you. That's the rough, unpolished, definition of liberation.

Once upon a time, yours truly was untangled in a web of really unruly invisible strings. Imagine unruly strings by itself, it is certainly hell to get through it while not hurting yourself and worse, tripping at every step. Now, picture it invisible. Wait, you can't. Invisible means you can't see it! Duh.

Even worse isn't it? Now you go tripping at every point, whether you're jumping, running, crawling or just curled up by the side.

I like the feeling of liberation. Though by not much, its still something to shout about. =)

Smile World, Smile!

There is nothing better than waking up with a smile on your face when you know the day is going to be good for you. It does not matter that it turns out to be horrible, it matters how you view things are going to be for the day.

Lets say you wake up grunting and thinking things are going to go south today, then by means of self fulfilling prophecy, it will come true and you will have a sucky day. 

But if you wake up smiling and thinking nothing can go wrong today, then whatever unpleasant things that may happen today will not be as bad as it should have been because you are still so optimistic.

I had a great day yesterday. Today is going to be one too.

I woke up and put on such a sweet dress and presented so well that I was skipping while exiting the venue. I had yummy yummy lunch and had another presentation with another group whom I have grown so fond of and then I had homemade pizza and macaroni. What more can one ask for? =)

Truth or dare

There are many things that one wants to find out about new friends and new people that they meet but really what good way can you go about asking them if they have a fetish for long legs or if they are extra adventurous in bed other than playing the dirty little game of truth or dare? 

Yes, many a times people have taken the game for granted. It is a game where you can set your own rules, obey none and still have tons of fun with the good faith that whatever happens then, stay there and does not spill over to the next person your game friend sees. 

But there are techniques that makes the game go a little faster, like asking "Do you drive?" rather than asking "Do you have a driving licence?". It kills two birds with one stone seeing that if you do drive, then logically you have a driving licence. Of course no one is so lame as to ask that, that's just an example, you dong! 

Anyways, it is a fantastically great game to get a taste at stealing a kiss from that fella you have been fantasizing about too. =) Girlfriends and boyfriends don't get to play the game together, they don't get to know about all this and they definitely (logically speaking deriving from not knowing it) cannot object to it. 

Go have fun.